He and She…

~water-fall~

~water-fall~


He was waiting for her…
She came and hugged him….
Night washed up with tears…
As he & him were not the same…
(Read She as success or any other desire)

He looked at her and she looked at him…
Both of them smiled…
He out of his pain…
she at his pain…
(Read She as Destiny, smirking at her game or may be at his idiocy)

He thought it could not go worse…
He was wrong…
He thought it could not go better
And, he was again wrong…
(A line is long until you draw a longer one)

Loving someone means let them feel free

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~let them go~

Have affection then don`t seek domination.
Silent and sincere care is the best form of love.

Seeking domination in someone`s life is just an indication of arrogance. Where you want to rule the person`s life in return of your few favors. Seeking domination cause you feel envy with importance of other people in your loved one`s life. Alternatively, insecurity of being in isolation or inferiority of not being valued enough says us to hold the command of their life.

If this is the case, then it means you never cared with your heart. You just did a favor to someone in order to increase your value in his or her life. To feed your pseudo prestige of being highly helpful or kind hearted. Therefore, height of your egotism will remain unparalleled.

However, if you really care then allow them to be free. Let them choose freely. Even when you are out of their choice, stay away cheerfully.
Always remember love never demands, if you really feel the happiness in the happiness of that person. If his or her feeling of joy is enough for you, then you will never seek your command over them.

Rather, an eternal happiness will flow through your heart, which will keep you happy forever. You will not feel any insecurity or restlessness. You will feel free. Then and only then you will understand the true power of your love.

 

Dry Leaf

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~silence always hurts~

Saying sorry was so difficult for me. I do not know why, I was not able to admit my mistake in front of him, even when I know I was wrong. Tried for seven long months, on my every confrontation with him, on, every possible occasion I thought I will admit that yes I was wrong. However, I could not. Instead, silence was the tool to fill up the gaps created by me.

Before that day, we used to talk, talk long over various issues. Be it political, social, and personal or any other xyz topic. I was quite free with him (I rarely talk so freely with anyone). Further, after that day we both started avoiding words when together. In addition, if there was no third person with us, we will walk kilometers without uttering a single word. Every time that silence will hurt me, every time I thought I should accept it now, however I never did. When I should have done it gracefully, I did not. Rather I accepted (I doubt if I really) his silence along with that of mine.

I cared for him more than what I do for anyone else in my college life. Moreover, I still do. He was the first person whom I called friend in my college days. I never wanted to lose him on any account. Nevertheless, I did completely out of phase what I had intended about…

Life was running at its pace. I always cancel my single word for the next window of opportunity. Now it was the penultimate day of my college life. I decided to say it at any cost. I gathered all my courage to say sorry for my mistake (mistake that is still unknown to me, I just know that something is done on my behalf, that went wrong and I was at fault). Suddenly, I realized my throat is choked, I was looking at him and tears were rolling down through my eyes, again I could not speak a single word to him. The whole sleepless night passed with silence and tears.

It was my last morning there; I had to catch the train on 06:05 hours. We reached the station on half an hour before. He too came to say a good buy to me. I was again trying to say what I had waited to say a single sorry, for last seven months, but I could not. I was looking at him my train had left the platform. Tears were in our eyes. I still wanted to say. However, with that I lost my last opportunity. I cried for hours after that. But, he wasn’t with me this time. I regretted my cowardliness for not being strong enough. I am still regretting for not being strong enough.

Had I said this before silence would not come between us…
Sorry friend, I am socially weak, Sorry!!!

29 Days…

 29 days to go. I will finally be entitled with a tag of ‘Engineer’ and will increase the population of this overly populated #SectionofProfessionals. Soon I’ll be out of this port city.

Suddenly, I stopped disliking few things about my college and faculties. Humid conditions are no more irritating to me. I want to laugh as much as I can with my friends, so, that I can collect the gems that will not be with me after 29days. Hence, decided today to write what I’ll miss about my friends most.

Starting with my very own Bengali room-mate Bitan. An intelligent person, who apparently holds a PhD degree in criticizing things, he can criticize almost anything or everything. From a pin to almighty god, from a piece of blank paper to very vast literature, nothing is practically out of his criticism. His love for Japan, chicken, car, games, #good-movies and hate for vegetarian dishes (being a veggie I love his hate for my favorites) is taller than the height of Sr. Bachhan. But, what’ll remember most is his openness of mind for all.

Now coming to the most versatile person I ever lived with, ‘Ranjan’ lovingly called as ‘Ranjan Baba’ for enlightening us with all is Gyans (ultra-specific-knowledge emerging from dirtiest, wittiest and ugliest fibers of his brain) Bhashans (Grand preaches where according to him alcohol is universal solution to every problem human beings are facing in this mortal world). For, last 4 years I never saw him losing his hopes. He is the one who never ever complains for any problem coming to him in his life. What I’ll never forget about him is his problem solving attitude.

Mayukh or our #Yo_So_Cool_Mandy, his theory of deduction on human behaviors seconds to none (except my favorite character Sherlock Holmes). A happy go lucky person, who talks with everyone and knows everyone (even if little bit), he takes no offence when someone cracks a joke over him. Smile is the best medicine he discovered for himself. So, he smiles all the times even if something is hurting him. The best part of him is that you can emotionally blackmail him and he’ll get blackmailed knowingly. Singer, cook and a hidden poet is what a simple Mandy is. Though, what I’ll remember most is his bicycle.

‘Abhishek’ or simply Abhi, what to say about him? A light hearted, simple, respected, innocent person, who knows his weaknesses but is unsure about his strengths, when god was distributing the sincerity he accidently gave him 10times more what in an average is given to a single person. Lying isn’t his cup of tea. Rare flashes of his adorable smile, is what everyone will miss the most I guess.

Anand or better to say methodological Anand, apart from sharing his name with my second name, he has lots of other merits in his account also. He is smart-working, diplomatic, sarcastic, witty, and realistic, a fan of Premchand and his realistic short-stories. He calculates then he executes, I even doubt sometimes if he calculates the amount of oxygen content before inhaling air and amount of CO2 before exhaling, cause of his concerns for his health and global warming.
His sarcastic jokes will be remembered by me most.

Subhas, our Bangla_Hritik, apart from having a very good physic, open mind and magnificent analytical skill, he has an awesome fondness for #good_food, just ask him and he is always ready to eat. It is always fun to have him around. His company will definitely be missed by lots of his friends.

Last & Lost Words…

Be happy…
Be happy cause it is the most wonderful state of yours…
Smile…
Smile cause it is the most beautiful expression of yours…

Keep your faith alive…
As faith changes things…
Keep your dreams alive…
As dream creates your wings…

Fly high…
Fly higher…
Never be stagnant…
Spread your fragrance…
It will reach to me…
In the heaven of seven heavens…

I’ll be there waiting for you…
For you to be a warrior prince one day…
For you to be a Kind King one day…
For you to be a winner of heart & blood…
Always remember kid…
I’ll be there waiting for you…

:) :)

“Today I was sitting upset… Upset over my one silly mistake… Upset over few things not in my hand… 
suddenly heard the these lyrics…
“Far across the distance 
And spaces between us 
You have come to show you go on 

Near, far, wherever you are …………..”
… my mood get suddenly changed… Really a magical song…